camp tomorrow.. [08 Jun 2004|06:47pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | Blurry - Puddle of Mud ] I go to camp tomorrow and I am SO excited. But I'm having a really really depressing day because: -I have to leave home friends (I love change, but I hate transition), and I'm having so much fun with them -I listened to my "Depressing Mix" cd's today because I was depressed..great it only perpetuated the sadness woo hoo. these cds consist of songs like "dust in the wind," "life in mono," "needle in the hay," "blurry," "yesterday," "another lonely day," "long way to run" and other similar songs...after my friend rob listened to the cd's he said he wanted to slit his wrists -other reasons. to say "it's just one of those days" doesn't really cut it anymore. because those bad days have become alarmingly frequent, and have been for....damn a long time now. it's ok, smile and no one has any idea...:-D :-D Anyway, I know when I get to camp I'm goign to be SOSOSOSOOSOSO excited and won't be able to sit still. I can't wait to play with the kids and read by the pond under the big tree by the main house and go on mudslides and hike and build campfires and jump around and sing pretty songs and be in THE BEST, MOST BEAUTIFUL, PEACEFUL PLACE IN THIS UNIVERSE--WAYCROSS!!!!! Anyway, off to Broad Ripple with the girls...they will cheer me up, I know it. xoxo marian "When I find myself fading, I close my eyes and realize that my friends are my energy." i try... 1 comment|post comment

ewwww [01 Jun 2004|10:15pm] [ mood | sore ] [ music | thank you Lord the cicadas are in bed ] Yes folks, they said on the news that the cicadas are most concentrated in Geist--i.e. where I live. Mostly my backyard, they forgot to say. I walked out of the house and one hit me in the eye. It's like Alfred Hitchcock's The Birds out there. E-V-E-R-Y-W-H-E-R-E!! The noise of the cicadas is 90 decibels--the sound of cars on a highway going no less that 80 mph (another tidbit from the news. So there's my rant about the cicadas, I'm sorry, but they are just so foul!! Anyway, I am seriously dying here without a job...can't wait for camp!!:o)I do, however, like being able to read all the time. I'm having a great summer, for some reason it's been one of the most fun so far, when I'm doing stuff, but when there's nothing to do, I'm reduced to writing really boring Live Journal entries with probably like 5 viewers, and even fewer comments. Yeaahhhh cool. Ok I'm about to go get some Coldstone ice cream--I am obsessed!! Anyway... muah!!:O) <3 Marian "Kindness is in our power, even if fondness is not." -Samuel Johnson post comment

Summertime and the livin's easy... [17 May 2004|11:21pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Some Devil - Dave Matthews ] So, it's a week into summer, and I'm already bored. Don't get me wrong, I would MUCH rather be bored than doing schoolwork!! I'm not super-bored, just a little. Ha. Anyway renting movies seems to be the activity of choice lately. I also started watching TV again...woo hoo. Haha, this is stupid, but I swear I never knew how much good stuff was on!! It's ALL must-see TV!! Haha..like today I watched probably 10 episodes of Saved by the Bell--best show EVER!!...they need Saved by the Bell DVDs. I'm also trying to read the millions of books that I buy. Right now I'm reading A Tree Grows in Brooklyn, it's really good. Anyway I'm having a great time, minus the downtime where there's not much to do, but that doesn't last long. Each summer I say I'm going ot be productive..or at least live up every moment. I wouldn't say I'm living up EVERY moment but I'm certainly better than last year!! Alright, BYE!! Leave me a post please!!:O) xoxo Marian "Not all of us have to possess earthshaking talent, just common sense and love will do." -Myrtle Auvil 3 comments|post comment

LITTLE 5 [27 Mar 2004|01:33pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Red Oyster Cult - Guster ] Today we had Little 500 qualifications for all the teams--FIJI AND AXO--DREAM TEAM BABY is all I have to say!!! Today we had Kegs and Eggs at 6 am at FIJI--I woke up, threw my hair up, and we drove over there. We walked in, and I have never heard louder cheering!!!! I couldn't believe it. The guys were banging on the tables SO LOUD and yelling and screaming, the alcohol just vibrated off the table off the table!!! Beer flying EVERYWHERE. They were all in their FIJI shirts cut up and stuff. We had a crazy time then went to the track at 8 am to see the guys quals. Came back home and napped, got ready again (still wasted), went back to FIJI to drink again, then went to the track again to watch AXO quals, and now I'm home!! I have NEVER seen a crazier group of guys-LITTLE 5 IS GOING TO BE AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xoxo MArian post comment

cool [01 Mar 2004|03:35pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | Still Fighting It - Ben Folds ] I wish all my tests could fall on the same day....oh sweet my wish has been granted!! xoxo Marian wish me luck on my tests 7 comments|post comment

Hey! [22 Feb 2004|09:01pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Become You - Indigo Girls ] Haven't written in a while...sorry! :) Anyway, this weekend was Mom's weekend at AXO and my Mom had so much fun meeting all the girls and their Mom's...it was tons of fun--I stayed out last night till 5 so I slept all day!! I seriously love the girls in my house...they are real, not pretentious or snobby...they are actually nice girls, and I LOVE that. I can't imagine being in any other house...I talked to a girl I know from another house and I was asking her how she liked it and everything and she said, "Well I fuckin hated it at first...but now it's OK." I felt so bad for her. :( I cannot see a single girl in my pledge class who I couldn't potentially see myself being very close with..I mean I realize that isn't possible because there are so many girls, but the point is, every single girl is just, cool. And for that, I could care less who makes fun of sororities/Greek life, whatever. Last night we were out, and we were just joking around and having such a good time. I was laughing SO hard... I'm giving up DIET COKE for Lent...it's going ot be hard, but I just need to remember what it's all for. Anyway wish me luck!! xoxo Marian "Love and kindness, no matter how small, ever go wasted. They always make a diference. They bless the one who recieves them, and they bless you, the giver." 3 comments|post comment

haha [10 Feb 2004|12:58am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | The Luckiest - Ben Folds ] AeG191: even though she was dragged through the sand, she still found some dignity and raised her arms like a bird. http://media.ebaumsworld.com/fattyfly.mpg post comment

IT'S THE WEEKEND!! [05 Feb 2004|02:40pm] [ mood | relieved ] [ music | Handle with Care - The Traveling Wilburys ] All I want right now is a freakin Diet Coke!! I'm going to the food court to get one in a few secs..yum. I have never been so relieved that it's the weekend...thank goodness!! I mean yes I have tons more junk to do but at least I have 3 days to do it!! All my profs think its cool to give me SICK amounts of work all the time...sigh. Anyway I just wanted to write a short random entry because I was sick at looking at my other one with no comments..haha. Anyway tonight is Guardian Angel night at the house (because thats our mascot-thing) and then we can go party!! Anyway...have a good weekend everyone!! xoxo Marian "The most wasted day is that during which we have not laughed." -Sebastian R.N. Chamfort 1 comment|post comment

[01 Feb 2004|01:45pm] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | Seasons of Love - RENT ] Chad came up last night to visit and we went out to dinner to Grazie! with one of my best friends Kate and her boyfriend...it was YUMMY. One of Chad's and my favorite things to do ever is EAT!! Anywhere, anything--we are fatties!! Haha actually the funny thing is that we're both like beanpoles. Anyway he got a hotel last night and I spent the night with him there. It was...fun!! Anyway he makes me so happy it's crazy. Everything is perfect--I always have bad luck, how is everything all of a sudden going right?? Hmm.. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoo Marian P.S. Wish I could go see RENT tonight..gr.. 3 comments|post comment

Things I Should be Doing... [25 Jan 2004|01:32pm] [ mood | FAT ] [ music | Ain't That a Shame - Fats Domino ] Sunday..not being very productive!! Anyway I just got back from Indianapolis today..went to visit Chad last night, who is awesome!! His dad cooked stir fry (it was soooo good) last night and then we went out for dessert at this place where you order chocolate and chocolate desserts and they bring it out to you like a restaurant, it was SO yummy!! Then we went to see Along Came Polly, such a funny movie. And then we went back to his house and hung out watched some tv. Anyway...time to go be productive!! mwah! xoxo Marian "Is life not a hundred times too short for us to bore ourselves??" ~Nietzche post comment

Alpha Chi Omega!! [12 Jan 2004|01:12pm] [ mood | jubilant ] [ music | John Mayer - Clarity ] I'm an Alpha Chi Omega!! I am so, so, happy. It was my number one house since the beginning, and I CANNOT BELIEVE IT!! It seems so silly to be worked up over a sorority..but I don't know. The girls in my house are amazing. Anyway, I look around at the girls in my house, and they are genuine--there are some houses where the girls compete within the house, give dirty looks, talk behind their backs--I don't want any of that. Why would I join a sorority that I wouldn't bring true friends out of when I graduate?? I want to meet the girls that will be in my wedding! Bid week is going to be a CRAZY week!!:) much much much much love, xoxo Marian post comment

Christmas Eve....... [24 Dec 2003|03:37pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Window - Guster ] It's Christmas Eve!! I cannot believe it came this fast!! I got all my Christmas shopping done last night with Chanda, in about 2 hours!! It was seriously amazing!! My brother, who is 6 years younger than me, is now taller than me!! But how can that be, because when I came home for Christmas break he wasn't!! So he grew an inch in a week?? I cannot believe this. He's only 14--but I'm 5'10!! Not possible!! We're driving to visit the cousins tonight--I have the most hilarious cousins on the face of this earth, I'm so excited!! Anyway, MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY HANNUKAH EVERYONE!! mwah!!xoxo Marian "There must be chaos in one's soul to give birth to a dancing star." -Nietzche post comment

wow! [02 Aug 2003|03:58pm] [ music | Ghost - Indigo Girls ] Well, I'm at IFS (Intensive Freshman Seminar) at IU right now, sort of like a freshman-start program. I did it last year as a student and now I'm on staff. I'm going to be an R.A. for three weeks before school starts. I just needed a job between camp and school at the end of the summer so badly! Oh well, anyway, it's actually fun. It's hilarious, it's like camp, except without the rules. Well, nothing compares to Waycross, but still. I didn't know that it would cut into camp time--of course, I found this out AFTER I signed the contract. :( I was SO sad to leave camp. It's like when the camp's ending except worse, because I don't even get to finish it out. Anyway, right when I'm so frustrated with guys, I met a really cute guy on staff, haha, it's so corny, I'm all giddy and stuff..anyway, bye bye! much love :O) Marian post comment

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